April 30th, 2008- God is Amazing.
Several months ago I was going through a really tough time...
I broke down in church, and prayed to God
"God, please, tonight, break me down...
Grind me down into bits of nothing so you can rebuild me to live for you
and only you.
My heart has been broken again and again
yet I always run back to the source of damage.
Right now I am torn between you and the one person that always distracted me
from you...
And he is the only one who has the power to lead me away from you.
Help me God.
I want to be stronger.
I want to be yours."
Days got worst. I was put through so much pain...
It hurts even thinking about it.
I got angry with God. Thinking, why is this happening?
Why are you making me go through this?
I was going against his plan for me.
And eventually got so hurt... I was grinded down to nothing.
I felt like I lost everything that had ever mattered to me.
So I turned my entire life over to God...
Everything I was going through I gave to Him.
And he opened my eyes to SO much....
I can�t even explain.
And over the past few months since then,
I�ve learned to listen to God... He knows EVERYTHING.
He takes our lives of impossibilities, and does the impossible.
The other day, I had the most amazing experience...
I stood in the same building as the one who hurt me so-
The same one who always had the power to make me believe the things I shouldn't�t.
The one person who always distracted me from God.
Yet, I praised God so hard, I was filled with so much Joy
God was all I could think about.
He had really done the impossible.
And as I praised him, something took my mind back those few months ago...
To that awful night- in which I made that prayer...
Since then I was broken down to nothing,
And God took my hand and helped me to walk again..
In the direction I so longed for- but was never able to fully commit to.
And back when I had made that prayer, I expected something amazing to transform me in that one single night...
And I kinda forgot about it when it didnt happen...
But as I look back now, I see thats exactly what he did...
I just had to Trust him.
I just thought I should share this. I love God SO much. He is everything to me. And if anyone is going through anything at all that they think is too much, please just trust in God. Let him open your eyes to what he has planned for you. Give him all your troubles and worries. See what Impossible things he does with your life. =) I guarantee you it will amaze you.
September 10th, 2008- A Love No One Understands
She had given everything to the one she loved
Always hoping for a ring
Until she saw his love for another-
Shattering her heart into nothing
So many love her, so many care
Seeing her broken pieces like bits of sand
They tell her she's going to be alright
But she knows they will never understand
Another stands watching
Always there yet never seen
He watched her break for the one she loved
Knowing it was time to intervene
As she gains the strength to lift her head
A stranger took her by surprise
Tears rolled down his perfect cheeks
With longing in his eyes
This stranger... he loved her
She didn't understand why he was so kind
He picked her up with all her broken parts
Leaving the ugliest pieces behind
She came to know him as he took care of her
There was a gentleness to his touch
He healed her deepest wounds
Saying nothing, but doing so much
She grew closer to him, and fell in love
knowing she would never again be alone
He pieced her heart back together
Replacing some parts with his own
In his arms she became beautiful
And finally he removed the cast
She was fully healed, but scarred
Bringing back the memories of her past
Tears swelled to her eyes
but he wiped them away with his hands
And that's when she noticed the holes in them
A love she would never understand
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
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